hmmm…it has been a while after i abandon tis blog….after i reach its maximum 5MB space offer by Friendster’s blog…actualy tis blog marks the beginnin of my bloggin hobby..which turn out to be an addiction…
so my new blog…not really new as it was then…
chrispystrawberry.blogspot.com
yeah…it does sounds bit lame…but haha
nvrmind with the reasons 
free to check it out if u jz hang online tinkin where to go
peace n luv
tis is the 1st thing we see in Neway at 11pm jz as we reached 1U
whaha its like once in a blue moon go sing K wit xue ting n qijian
in action singin as loud as we cud (i mean yelling as loud as we cud!!!)
and the papa n mama there havin sumtin…erhmm…
leavin…n wit special thx to anthony for makin tis happenin 
interestin knife holder
serial killer on the loose
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wen to church after tat to join the evenin mass
so sunday we can conc on food selling on sunday 2mr…
later wen to sylvia’s house yeah!!!
her 1st time in doin food sellin in church
so…
wen to her house to prepare souveniers
n posters n…actuali not much wahah go 38 oni
…
to the chocolate addictions!!! why is tat chocolate so BIG!!
and…
the 1st photo where we see the husband preparin food for….erhmm
gal in red : "darling ah~ r u done preparin…im hungry~"
boy in blac : "honey~ wait la im almost done~"
(以上乃设计对白，请勿当真!)
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experimenting wit cookin candles wit crayon…
which we nearli burn down sylvia’s kitchen sigh…
…in the end we leave it to cool down…
til we found failures of the souveniers nex morning
wasted…sad…but gud experience…
now me n cyril can dismember a candle in the fastest way…
(T-T) but stil it means mission fail…
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(to b continue…the nex day)
雨过天晴
雨过应该就会天晴吧 若知道痛了就要珍惜了啊
恋爱中 有人被打垮 有人长大 你还爱我吗
雨过应该就会天晴吧 谁说天黑就一定要下雨呐
恋爱中 有人被打垮 有人长大 你还爱我吗 爱我吗
…
…
断了，竟然断了
没了，钱没了
休息，是时候了
放开，过去的
迎接，新的未来
原谅，我的过错
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《十年的妳》
我被遺忘，被妳遺忘，遺忘在一條名叫傷慟的路上。
那遠到看不見邊際的盡頭，妳可在那個地方？
我問過神，問過鬼，問過佛祖，問過菩薩，
妳到底在哪一場夢裡面，而那場夢何時與我共枕同床？
我成天成夜，聽著時間的呼吸，用哭白了的髮，寫寂寞的詩。
我把傷眸當硯，我把血淚當墨，我的靈魂是我的紙，我的身體便是信封。
我該寄往何處於妳？而妳又該何回我？
是不是妳也在那條叫做傷慟的路上，如果是，我是否也該把妳遺忘？
但怎麼遺忘也長，傷慟也長，告訴我哪兒是短，我便哪兒往。
溫暖的清晨同樣，溫暖的西暮同樣，搖椅上的我同樣，而我冷冷的望。
別要我頂著熱情欣賞，我已失去熱情的光。
妳說我詩裡總有看不完的愁悵，像濃黯的霧那般的茫，
我裹著兩人份的被單，作著一個人的夢，
詩難不愁悵，人難不拾殤。
我低聲的問，那在遠方的妳啊。
如果我寫一首詩給十年後的妳，妳將在哪兒讀它？」
…
我的家 只是一个很小的房间
假期里 就变成一更小的空间
我听歌 总会调大声些 欣赏编曲的美 妈常会为此而投诉多多
我如厕 总去那间大的 因为空气清新 妈要我去后面窄窄那间
我说话 尝试去讲理由 争取人权福利 妈说我自私顽固不听教
我要快些离开 我要自己的空间 我想要那自由
未成形的翅膀 努力的展翅高飞 却还停留原地
不想给你烦恼 真的不想刺激你 只想找寻真我
默默地等待着 曙光初现那一刻 遨游无边天空
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我说话，造成争执，我不说话，没有争执，那，我情愿只是个哑巴。
我存在，使你烦恼，我不存在，没有烦恼，那，我情愿离开这臭皮囊。
爱情里的悲喜，常在等待与重逢之间交替。
最苦涩和最甜美的滋味，莫过于相思。
而相思如酒，若非经过岁月的酝酿与沉淀，品尝不出它真正的滋味。
能懂爱的人，在长长的苦涩中，尝出甜味，誉是人间极品。
不懂爱得人，在短暂的甜美后，尽是苦涩，一生不愿轻尝。
如酒的相思，对只能相爱不能结合的两个人来说，只能浅尝即止，莫要贪杯。
微醺，绝对比醉倒更值得回味。
曾受伤的人，总看起来特别坚强，只为保护内心的脆弱。
曾哭泣的人，平时总是嘻嘻哈哈，只为掩饰内心的悲伤。
被欺负的人，说话总是大声过人，只为掩饰内心的懦弱。
沉默寡言的人，一直小心的说话，不想被人鸡蛋里挑骨头。
态度冷淡的人，一幅不嚣的样子，其实心里头担心的要命。
小儿姓张名柏仁，常将心事草于布洛克，只因电话费贵，娘又要念咒。
钱！我要钱！
1st person point of view…
y do u hav to say this things to me? y do i hav to borrow money from u?
me:"mom..can u lend me sum money?"
fren:"wei y get such a cheap hp?"
mom:"u tink u got so much money la?"
me:"i stil owe my sis n mom money"
mom:"u tink i earn so much zit? if i dunt hav money i wunt go out la"
fren:"y u so long no cum out wit us? we fren ma but u oways not around"
me:"where’s all my money?"
fren:"wei ur hp very cheap la see 16years old using n70"
fren:"my backup hp is 7610 wo"
mom:"wen u gonna pay me bac me the money u borrowed"
fren:"wat present u gona buy? fren 21 b’day wo? go where celebrate?"
sis:"monitor kong liao…we share money buy new monitor"
mom:"wen’s ur pay comin in?"
me:"…."
full of frustration, depression, peer pressure, debt..
"i wana get sum nice pants n nice shoes so i can look like my frens
i dunwana wear the same old black leather working shoes to go out
it makes me feel old…outdated…now i cud oni wear my yellow sandals
my frens are all using smart phones i hav to get1…
my bass cud sound better with the multi-effects pedal..i wan tat..
frens are suggstin dinner in nice restaurants…i’d like to join them"
"im on the street but i look so out…i dun hav a nice pair of jeans…
im wearin sandals?! every1’s wearing adidas n nike…
every1 has 3G phones?! aahh!! wat!!"
2nd person point of view…
i cant see it…fully affected by emotions involved
clog up by the complex materialistic way of modern living
3rd person…
free, free from the selfish self-centered point of view…
"if u havent spen so much on the bass, the bass amp, the guitar, the digital camera, and to ur interest…u cud hav get wat other youngsters are wearing on them cool t-shirts, adidas leather shoes, cool jeans,n those cool 3G phones, its wat u chose…so stick wit it…u cud oni hav tat much of money"
passing by connaught to cutee house…traffic jam ah…
summore after rainin!! n pasar malam!! wednesday ma~
meet up n wen for dinner togather
as we’r inform tat their flight arrival delayed from 9 to 10
haha khaifatt n kevin bac form ukraine keke 
actuali reminded by mengsan in the morning waha
fighting for food !!! hmm not gettin use to cutee’s hair colour…
we had dinner til 9pm…wen we reach to the car park
finali departing from the shop mall…
beep*
(a phone call…not me..mengsan ma)
Khaifatt reach the airport liao!!!
whaha n its 9pm now!!! we receive wrong info!!!
the path to KLIA whaha rush again 140kmh
reach KLIA by 9.50…rush!!! search for khaifatt!!!
< stil cant make the video appear on the blog!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHEIeVB2Rr8 >
bac wahaha sudenli tis holliday like alot of people fly bac
wen to 明天 (ming tian) for sum malaysian food whaha
people bac from ukriane ma
i got trick into trying the SPECIAL EXTRA HOT hotdog…
tears flowing…my lips already big liao summroe bengkak now
jianhan tink its not hot enuf!!?! siao ah!!!
if u hav not try it den this is the brand
rm1.80 per hotdag..but got offer buy1 free 2
if u buy the special spicy!!! aa!!!
its saturday nite….actuali every1s quite tired
but we’r all excited cz wil’s finali comin bac whaha
KLIA is reli a long way from desa petaling…
with alot of speed traps..hmm
rush 160kmh to reach KLIA in time around 9pm as told tat
william’s plane arrives by tat time
the dissapointed n tired gang waitin
"wat?! delayed?? from 2115 deayed til 2225?!!"
whaha dominic our senior was waiting in restaurant Malaysia
2230 liao
tis mama is waitin for his husband’s arrival…
n their son…there!! waha jz jokin!!
2315
finali arrived!! we rushed to the exit preparing our EVIL PLAN
wahah!!
<was plannin on putting the video here but cant b done, technical problem so pls log on to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iktheKmKYFg >
whaha welcome bac!!! sum warm hugs
it has been reli sumtime den whaha reli miss tis guy
hurry we go to kajang to eat satay keke dominic head bac home liao cz too tired
poor fella..sorry man…
so we end up having satay near Stadium Kajang quite nice la the satay keke
n off we go to TH house to spen the nite…noys oni whaha n the follow up chit chat brings it to 4am as we’re suppose to wake up earli for dimsum (TH father belanja whaha thx uncle) n then to church
a 1st attempt with illustrator n photoshop
inspired by the novel 孔雀森林 by 蔡智恒
photo by grey bear 灰熊 , bosco
nway i dun choose peacock
i chose horse since im a sagitarius
hav been askin my frens bout the question
n i hav found :-
1x 孔雀 （ 超级稀有 ）
2x 牛 （ 而且还是两姐妹!! ）
1x 老虎 （ 真的吻合!! ）
mostli horse n no 羊 yet
update : 14 Jun 06
finali i found the sheep!! n she reli speaks like 1
waha so its true wit this test
how it starts?
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n the bit of blurness…
lotw camp..its xtremeli tiring haha but satisfying spirituali
me n 
tis is the mad 副营长
so wat we get from the camp?
n… 
n….
an as u can see they’re dead bodies everywhere!!!
